Reflections
Thoughts about living a more beautiful story.
A more beautiful Easter story - part 2
I believe the actual resurrection of Jesus is the only plausible explanation for why his followers risked death and were actually martyred over and over for their claim that Jesus had risen from the dead. Their boldness in sharing the amazing story, and the work of the Holy Spirit among Jesus’ followers, led to the rapid growth of those who followed Jesus.
But what was the meaning of the death and resurrection events? If these events did not happen to appease God the Father’s need of justice for sins against Him, then why did they happen? And what sense can someone 2000 years later make of the earliest followers’ understanding of Jesus as “the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world”?
A more beautiful Easter story - part 1
Now, in my fifties, I find major parts of the traditional Easter story troubling, and increasingly difficult to accept as “gospel truth”. At the heart of this story is a God who, although He created all things, finds His most beautiful creation (humankind) to be hopelessly stained with sin. This sin creates a barrier that only a blood sacrifice can break through. At the heart of this story is a God who is unable to forgive sins without a blood sacrifice, and who arranges somehow to place the sins of the entire world upon His Son, who then receives a torturous death to somehow purchase forgiveness for other people.
I am convinced there must be another way of interpreting Jesus’ death and resurrection. There must be a more beautiful story.
Quit burying your doubts
I would read things, particularly in the Old Testament, that just seemed morally wrong. There were descriptions of God seemingly bumbling forward, just trying things out as the human race developed. There were places God seemed immoral in how he treated individuals and groups of people. And the notion of God sending people to suffer tormenting pain for eternity just did not seem morally good, and I was sure God was morally good. Such places in the Bible made me question all sorts of things. The temptation to gloss over the questions and doubts was strong.
But there’s a great story in Luke chapter 7 that helped me see a healthier way forward.
Imagining Jesus (wwjd, and wwjnd?)
A friend of mine recently ran for re-election to the local school board. The campaign got ugly, and my friend told me this after the election:
“I will be the first to admit that I am not a very religious man. I have not studied scripture, and haven't devoted my life to it. However, everything I have ever learned about religion is that it is about acceptance, love for your fellow man, and finding an inner peace that will carry you through extremely tough challenges and there is always support from your congregation. Unfortunately, those with the most religious beliefs have been the same who have come at me with the most vitriol, the least acceptance and the most steadfast resistance to compromise.”
It made me ask myself: “What would Jesus do?” and “What Would Jesus NOT do?”
My story of following Jesus toward a more beautiful story since the 1980s, with evolving and expanding views of the love of God in and out of pastoral ministry.
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